Im leaving this shitty town,
Ditch it for good.
Runaway and i wont back down.
What did this ever do for me?
Constant questions, never a ryme.
Come with me, we will leave this awful place.



Theres always been a peice missing,
Something lost in the covers,
Shaded in grey, crossed out new.
Come find this place, grab my hand and follow me.

You waited.

Its amazing having someone like you around.
Everyone always loves being loved every now and then.
I caught you.

Misery Signals.

And I can't pretend anymore to be a part of this

And I'll leave my burdens at the door

But I'll never walk here again

Untitled.

You wonder why you hurt.

You ask god why you?

He replys saying

'The same reason why you sit in the garden and pick the pettles off flowers'

trashy words trashy fists.

come on' stand up.
show me whats this all about.
come on' stand up.
show the crowd what they want to hear.
grab your friends, drag them down.
your to fake to be in the real world.

Just a scratch

my heart is a sleepwalker.
lingers across your sheets.
im a messy handwriter,
im all over the place.
place me some acoustics.
make me fall all under.

False foods = False truths.

You fool, your the only one fighting here.
Put down your sword, your no hero.
Throw away your gun, your only fooling yourself.
It's only a fear of not standing your ground.
Scrub the glue away from your feet,
Deep down your not moving on.
Now it's only weather who is living the bttr life.
Who's out and about?
Who's getting wasted every weekend?
Stop this childish battle, your not in legue of a competition.
Wipe away thoose masacarra tears, look what you did?
'Everybody has rights, you have a choice'
Rip off that dress, your not going out tonight.
You can't start a fight when your the only one in it.

You fool, your the only one fighting here.

Hollow insides.

When we are hurt apart of us open up,

Gasping for air,

It is there where we let out what we truely mean.

But most of us hide it,

Burry it up in fear that others might find out who we really are.

It is from this that i have learnt to not lean on anyone so i will not be open to the pain.

Life can be harsh but at some stage we become heros of our own and save ourselves from disaster.

fucking ouch.

once again a broken heart.

why do I fall so fast.

everyone seems to tred all over eachother.

not thinking of the harm it might cause

and none of us never seem to have a needle and a thread.

but we all lie, pretending everything is okay.

telling ourselves to keep a smile upon our face.

i ask myself why?

why didn't i say something now,

to prevent it causing rain clouds tomorrow.

in this world, we all get used

we all fall apart and loose friends.

people betray us and we find who we realy are.

but it hurts so fucking much when the person you literly thorght you could only trust,

out of everyone in the whoel world,

takes your place.

that could mean anything.

something so simple not to cross.

is broken.

Good Girls Don't Turn Green.

No i didn't send it through the vine.

Now my neck is too stiff,

So I wont be turning to read my back.

Shoot me a letter,

It might pop out, dead.

Who's up for a friday?

Im just playing with your head:)

People change and forget what really matters.

You never know whats gonna happen, untill it happens.
You never know who you can trust, until it's broken.
You never know who cares, untill your gone.

You weren't a waste of time.
I don't regret you in any way.
Bcos your a lesson I had to learn
A fight to not be settled.

One day we will proberely recolaps.
Heal like a graze.
I'll hold on to this, but let go of us.
We wont know what we will find.

You left me walking the streets,
Afraid and alone, questioning myself.
But I can amit, I wasn't a great friend either.
I spotted a problem and just ranaway.
I didn't think we would crush from this.
And we'd fall and brake.

But I guess this friendship had its finaly bend.
Your eyes roll like little kids and marbles.
But im not begging for you back.
Just be careful, life isn't going to treat you right the way your heading.

Don't tell me if oppisets attract, cos i'm in the mood to test this magnet.

You take me too a place, that isn't on any tourist maps

You have a tounge for sugar, coating everyword sweet.

You make me jump on my tippy toes, rushing inside.

Be my net, catch my butterflies.

This is different, This is new.

I hope you don't mind, but you keep me smiling.

Lets take this, lets go far.

You take me higher then anything possible.

I'll swim in the oceans sky, just to see you.

You found my missing key.

So don't break my heart.

♥

The dream dictionary.

Is constantly typed into my screen,
I never seem to understand.
Last night, I dreamt of a baby,
A beautiful pale blonde tiny baby.
This baby was mine, she was crying.
I felt so sad, and not intune.
I keept crying and crying,
They took her away from me.
I would say a week later my mother and I,
Were travling by car to go see her at hospital.
All the nurses rolled out the babies onto the pavement,
I could feel the pain run through me as I was scared I couldn't find her.
My friends were on a bus, happy with there lives.
Ashamed I wouldn't leave the car.
My mother was asking me..
"Do you want your baby?"
I remeber replying,
"No i'm to young, I don't want to be a screw up."

Right then I could feel real emotion,

For something not even real, I left..
Abandond.


I reserched my dream to find answers, theese are my responses:

To dream of a crying baby, is indicative of a part of yourself that is deprived of attention and needs some nurturing. Alternatively, it represents your unfulfilled goals and a sense of lacking in your life.

To dream of an extremely small baby, symbolizes your helplessness and your fears of letting others become aware of your vulnerabilities and incompetence. You may be afraid to ask for help and as a result tend to take matters into your own hands.

Babies may symbolize something in your own inner nature which is pure, vulnerable, and/or uncorrupted. Babies may represent an aspect of yourself that is vulnerable and helpless

Just Like Old Times.

My brother and I have the craziest times,
Just sitting home alone, bored.
We decided to go out and explore the night,
Took a drive down to Knox City,
Speeding all the way down.
He flaunted his new trick off ofcorse,
We crusied through the light of the Ozone,
With the music pumping and his taco flashing.
It was great to go back out with my brother.
Pulling through the drive through of Hungry Jacks,
And getting super sized ice-creams and cheeseburgers.,
Parked outside of the gym.
Thoose speed bumps piss me off.
Altough they are good for his wild burnouts.
After hours of laughter we difted back through the streets of Wantirna,
Into a silent friendship waiting to be awaken once again.

So I will burn you into the back of my head,
And maybe we can watch our hearts explode.
And we will climb the highest mountain just so I can see you smile.

"You Either Die A Hero, Or Live Long Enough To Watch Yourself Become The Villan"

Words so simple,

Has meaning so strong.



The past you were so innocent,

Now your a rundown reck.

A Broken Friendship.

What did we mean?
It rings through my head.
We had so much, so little left.
You ment so much, now your gone.
If you just stood up and took responsibilty for yourself,
Things would of changed.
But maybe this is for the better,
Maybe we were never ment to be.
Or maybe we will come around and hold hands in the futre.
God dam its hard, seeing you smile,
And knowing it's not because of me.
On the days your not here,
Im just stuck thinking if your okay.
We're to broken to fix,
We're to used to be new,
We've had our fun, theres nothing left.
But I still look around remembering thoose times.
I'm not sorry for the words I said.
And I know your not either.
This emotion is pure, I will miss you.
People do change, It's all for fate.
It's too late to try and grab grip,
You have fallen to far out of reach.
So I say this knowing we had fun,
And I wish you well.

The Story Replays All Over Again.

This is dissapiontment.
Or is it more like let down?
Promises don't mean jack shit theese days.
People don't mean what they say.
It's a stab in the heart,
A slap in the face.
Just another reason to show that you don't care.
Another night of dripping cheeks.
I don't have a heart left for you to throw around.
You always seem to take the best ride.
No matter what you promised.
Maybe one day you will see it.

Im over you, your just a worn out phase.

I realy do hate her with a passion,
Someone so identical, can be lost on secounds?
All the lies, the hate, the rumors.
We were ment to be bestfriends.
Dissin off friends for a root?
So you.
The reasons for the break, are always unkown.
How could i be so close to someone ive never known?
Our friendship was false, like icing on a cake.
It was there for show, your so fucking low.
And I get called twofaced?
I was used for fame, you played me like a game.
All to get a boy?
Fuck man I was blind.
Im just so tired, of giving chances and keeping hope.
Its just a relif not to have you around.
I just hope you fall flat on the ground.

I Still Havn't Anwserd That Call...

It's raining outside, another cold winter day.
We have re-arranged the house,
I have been watching the Olympics.
Mens swimming, can remember what style.
Micheal Pelps came first.
To see his eyes light up when he won,
It was like a punch to the face,
Like what the fuck Britt,
Why aren't you out there, following your dreams?
The American flag was raised as they played there anthem.
He had tears in his eyes, he was so proud of himself,
All of what he had worked for, finaly in one moment..
Completed.

Next girls swimming was on.
The youngest was a fourteen year old.
Again another punch!
Britt why aren't you up there?
Again the winners eyes, WOW.
She did Australia proud.
Stephanie Rice.
She scramed and raised her arms.
That was a double-punch.
Everyone was so proud of her,
Australia flag rippling through the air,
Everywhere.

I could go on all day about this,
But it will just depress me.
Why haven't I take this in?
Why am I still to lazy to accomplish my goals?
Pfftt.. maybe becuase I know they will never come true.

So I give out good wishes to evryone with a dream,
And hope they complete them with pride in themselves.

<3

A Wake Up Call.

2:38 am.
The olympics started last night,
Well i'm pretty sure last night.
Nights go on forever with no sleep.
How good would it be to be in the olympics?
To actauly acomplish something so huge in life?
To actauly get somewhere,
And furfil your dreams.
I wish I could, feels so late now.
Should of pulled my head in a long time back.
Proberely end up with a dead-end job.
What a waste of life?
I had things going.
Fucking parties and alcohol take over too young.
It's fucking stupid!
Ughhh can only blame myself!
I took my education for granted.
Well lets hope VCE will get me somewhere.

Bad Habbit.

Reading through past,
Baby it's not worth it.
She will bring you flowers, make you fall in love all over again.
This girl is evil, she doesn't desrve your secound line.
Stop with the pen, you will waste your ink.
Its horrible weather this time of year.
Poke your head back inside.
She will come crashing down on you like a tidal wave.
I'll pick up your pieces, atleast im worth something.
So raise your glass tonight, were getting somewhere.
Messy feet, and silly laughter.
There was always a reason for alcohol.
I won't be pouring down another bourben.
Therfore I won't once again loose myself in your eyes.
Just remeber to stay away, shes trouble.

This heart burns for you..

Sleep isn't in my dictionary,
Nor is us.
Pictures of you and her run through my head.
You lay a kiss apon her forehead.
Remember the days when that was me?
Nothing feels right when your not here.
Come sweep me off my feet, like you used too.
I miss you, this heart won't stop beating for you.
You were always something special.
This is something, hold on, come back.
If im wrong, take me down.
How does it feel without me?
Cos I sure can't forget you.

'You want more, we both want more..'

It's so hard to look up tonight,
I brought you my heart on a silver dish.
You pushed it back and said where just friends.
It kills me, thoose words are like knives,
Digging out my heart, heartless.
And im sorry im not good enough for you,
Im sorry Im not amazing like her,
Im sorry im not the reason you get up in the morning.
Stay by my side, I want you more then anything.
I'll always be your friend.