So I will burn you into the back of my head,
And maybe we can watch our hearts explode.
And we will climb the highest mountain just so I can see you smile.

"You Either Die A Hero, Or Live Long Enough To Watch Yourself Become The Villan"

Words so simple,

Has meaning so strong.



The past you were so innocent,

Now your a rundown reck.

A Broken Friendship.

What did we mean?
It rings through my head.
We had so much, so little left.
You ment so much, now your gone.
If you just stood up and took responsibilty for yourself,
Things would of changed.
But maybe this is for the better,
Maybe we were never ment to be.
Or maybe we will come around and hold hands in the futre.
God dam its hard, seeing you smile,
And knowing it's not because of me.
On the days your not here,
Im just stuck thinking if your okay.
We're to broken to fix,
We're to used to be new,
We've had our fun, theres nothing left.
But I still look around remembering thoose times.
I'm not sorry for the words I said.
And I know your not either.
This emotion is pure, I will miss you.
People do change, It's all for fate.
It's too late to try and grab grip,
You have fallen to far out of reach.
So I say this knowing we had fun,
And I wish you well.

The Story Replays All Over Again.

This is dissapiontment.
Or is it more like let down?
Promises don't mean jack shit theese days.
People don't mean what they say.
It's a stab in the heart,
A slap in the face.
Just another reason to show that you don't care.
Another night of dripping cheeks.
I don't have a heart left for you to throw around.
You always seem to take the best ride.
No matter what you promised.
Maybe one day you will see it.

Im over you, your just a worn out phase.

I realy do hate her with a passion,
Someone so identical, can be lost on secounds?
All the lies, the hate, the rumors.
We were ment to be bestfriends.
Dissin off friends for a root?
So you.
The reasons for the break, are always unkown.
How could i be so close to someone ive never known?
Our friendship was false, like icing on a cake.
It was there for show, your so fucking low.
And I get called twofaced?
I was used for fame, you played me like a game.
All to get a boy?
Fuck man I was blind.
Im just so tired, of giving chances and keeping hope.
Its just a relif not to have you around.
I just hope you fall flat on the ground.

I Still Havn't Anwserd That Call...

It's raining outside, another cold winter day.
We have re-arranged the house,
I have been watching the Olympics.
Mens swimming, can remember what style.
Micheal Pelps came first.
To see his eyes light up when he won,
It was like a punch to the face,
Like what the fuck Britt,
Why aren't you out there, following your dreams?
The American flag was raised as they played there anthem.
He had tears in his eyes, he was so proud of himself,
All of what he had worked for, finaly in one moment..
Completed.

Next girls swimming was on.
The youngest was a fourteen year old.
Again another punch!
Britt why aren't you up there?
Again the winners eyes, WOW.
She did Australia proud.
Stephanie Rice.
She scramed and raised her arms.
That was a double-punch.
Everyone was so proud of her,
Australia flag rippling through the air,
Everywhere.

I could go on all day about this,
But it will just depress me.
Why haven't I take this in?
Why am I still to lazy to accomplish my goals?
Pfftt.. maybe becuase I know they will never come true.

So I give out good wishes to evryone with a dream,
And hope they complete them with pride in themselves.

<3

A Wake Up Call.

2:38 am.
The olympics started last night,
Well i'm pretty sure last night.
Nights go on forever with no sleep.
How good would it be to be in the olympics?
To actauly acomplish something so huge in life?
To actauly get somewhere,
And furfil your dreams.
I wish I could, feels so late now.
Should of pulled my head in a long time back.
Proberely end up with a dead-end job.
What a waste of life?
I had things going.
Fucking parties and alcohol take over too young.
It's fucking stupid!
Ughhh can only blame myself!
I took my education for granted.
Well lets hope VCE will get me somewhere.

Bad Habbit.

Reading through past,
Baby it's not worth it.
She will bring you flowers, make you fall in love all over again.
This girl is evil, she doesn't desrve your secound line.
Stop with the pen, you will waste your ink.
Its horrible weather this time of year.
Poke your head back inside.
She will come crashing down on you like a tidal wave.
I'll pick up your pieces, atleast im worth something.
So raise your glass tonight, were getting somewhere.
Messy feet, and silly laughter.
There was always a reason for alcohol.
I won't be pouring down another bourben.
Therfore I won't once again loose myself in your eyes.
Just remeber to stay away, shes trouble.

This heart burns for you..

Sleep isn't in my dictionary,
Nor is us.
Pictures of you and her run through my head.
You lay a kiss apon her forehead.
Remember the days when that was me?
Nothing feels right when your not here.
Come sweep me off my feet, like you used too.
I miss you, this heart won't stop beating for you.
You were always something special.
This is something, hold on, come back.
If im wrong, take me down.
How does it feel without me?
Cos I sure can't forget you.

'You want more, we both want more..'

It's so hard to look up tonight,
I brought you my heart on a silver dish.
You pushed it back and said where just friends.
It kills me, thoose words are like knives,
Digging out my heart, heartless.
And im sorry im not good enough for you,
Im sorry Im not amazing like her,
Im sorry im not the reason you get up in the morning.
Stay by my side, I want you more then anything.
I'll always be your friend.