Tafe.

Okay, so today I had my first day at tafe. I was doing a hairdressing course whitch costed $700. Anyway, I walked in there ad the teacher was an absolute bitch, and i have never been so intimidated and put down about payment. If someone gives me shit, i'll fight back, i don't take crap from anyone. We didn't even start class and the teacher already discluded me and embarrsed me. In the mean time everyone had to fill in forms, exept for me, and one of the rules were not to put down others, respect others and don't bully people, and what in the first 10 minutes I already felt very uncomptable and in 15 minutes I wanted to quit and by half an hour in the lesson I had tears in my eyes and already sms mum saying i'm dropping out. I never knew I could of been put so out of place, it was horrible. And i really didn't want to pay $700 to a bitch of a teacher.

Britt from tip2toe

My life:

Alright, my life hmmm, you cant sum my life up in one word, all parts of my life are different, I'm not just one girl, but don't worry i won't change personalities on you. I was born in a place called Box Hill Hospital, from then i'm pretty sure I grew up in pool srt, but i wouldn't have a clue where that is. Life was so simple them days, the only problem were whoever got to play with the blonde hair'd barbie. From what i can first start remembering, I lived in vermont, in a 3 bedroom house! It was pretty mad, had a hill in the front with a tree on top, and inside, if you stick your head out the bedroom door, your could see if mum was still awake, so we woulnd't get busted when we snuck out of bed and into the kitchen for food. I was about 5 years old. Growing up I was always the naughty child, whatever I did i was always up to no good. But hey! atleast i knew how to have fun. By the time I was at the end of grade 2 I left beloved Vermont and moved to my current house in Wantirna. 

Schooling:

I used to love school, like madly in love (lol)  and then i hit yr 7, oh em gee, hated yr 7, hated hated hated it! it was the most bitchiest yr ever! Anyhoo, I went to 2 primary schools and 2 high schools:) so you can say i havn't stayed at a school for over 3years, so thats like, 3 years friendships.. nah i still keeep in contact. Right now is my secound day of my new school, Boxhill Senior, mad as school, looks like i fell madly back in love with school:D its so relaxed, free dress and everything, the teachers are chill and we call them by the first names not silly mr. (insert name).  Hmmm, I hit highschool, and my grades just dropped. like from a+ to getting 2% on a math. But this year i have a goal, to get high scores, and mum brought me a new mac to help with that:D it's a promise to myself, so lets hope i complete it.

Friends:

Everyone is fake, everyone will turn agaisnt you in some point (gosh i sound depressed) theres a couple of mates who hasn't lowered themselves to that line, but lets just say they got really close. But recently iv met theese gun as people, so im just preying stuff with go great. 

i'll finish this soon.

love you.

Im leaving this shitty town,
Ditch it for good.
Runaway and i wont back down.
What did this ever do for me?
Constant questions, never a ryme.
Come with me, we will leave this awful place.



Theres always been a peice missing,
Something lost in the covers,
Shaded in grey, crossed out new.
Come find this place, grab my hand and follow me.

You waited.

Its amazing having someone like you around.
Everyone always loves being loved every now and then.
I caught you.

Misery Signals.

And I can't pretend anymore to be a part of this

And I'll leave my burdens at the door

But I'll never walk here again

Untitled.

You wonder why you hurt.

You ask god why you?

He replys saying

'The same reason why you sit in the garden and pick the pettles off flowers'

trashy words trashy fists.

come on' stand up.
show me whats this all about.
come on' stand up.
show the crowd what they want to hear.
grab your friends, drag them down.
your to fake to be in the real world.