Saturday, July 11, 2009

And when the smoke cleared, i couldn't find you.

iv lost you,
and i don't know how,
where did we loose feeling?
where did we not read the in between?
and now i'm standing here, not knowing where too look?
not knowing if i know u anymore.



2 comments:

lewishasfallensloppydead said...

Heya lovely girl! :D

How are ya doing!? I'm so sorry I have missed you for so long here! Feels like a year to me! And I have to say, reading your words is just a gift Britt. You write so beautifully. And there is not doubt it all comes from your heart luves. You really are something. Some people just never stop amazing me.

I hope you are doing well? Is you're knee better? I should hope so by now. How did ya do on the exams? You're probably onto the next set of them now yea!? ;p Just do your best, that's all that matters luvs.

Been having a bit of a rough time of it on my front. But I am alive, the people I love are too. So we need to focus on that, not give up. I'm glad you liked my last post. I had just read a bunch of mean comments on a comic forum that day, and it really bugged me! I loved Chris Reeves as Superman! Just the first movie of course, but ya know -that still counts! And yea, the picture rather works for some days and some outcomes doesn't it? Hopefully not too often though. ;p

It does sound like somethings aren't so great for you right now Britt. But the important thing is to not give up. Some really heavy shit will no doubt come your way(if it hasn't already), possibly all through your life. But you can't run or hide from it. It's prefectly alright to be afraid. Everyone gets scared. But I know you are brave person as well. And you can face whatever comes your way. I know some people don't like talking about the things that hurt them, upset them. But I think you seem like the smarter kind of person that will try to deal with what comes. It may not be pleasant, but saying it outloud will actually help you some days. So you just keep doing it luvs. Alright?

And of course I care! How could I not? I'm sure I am not the only one Britt. I am absolutely sure of it. You hang in there. I just wanted you to know I was thinking of ya. I know I am crap at getting back to the people I care about, but that doesn't mean I don't care. I always do. Love to ya Britt! Hope you are good luvs! <333

Original Punk L said...

Hey, Britt!

Just a little note to let you know I'm thinking about you and hope your day is going great.

Love you!

L.